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the look of love [27 Nov 2008|03:38pm]

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are passionate, romantic, and emotional.

You put love first in your life, even though you have often been disappointed by it.

You expect to be swept of your feet, and you never expect infatuation to die out.

Underneath it all, you are scared that you aren't lovable.

Your insecurity has ruined many relationships, as you are unable to see the love that's really there.

You are secretly afraid of being alone. Confronting your insecurities is incredibly painful.

You Are A Blue Girl

Relationships and feelings are the most important things to you.

You are empathetic and accepting - and good at avoiding conflict.

If someone close to you is in pain, it makes you hurt as well.

You try to heal the ones you love with your kind and open heart.

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If you seek Amy [26 Nov 2008|01:49pm]

Your Love Type: ISFJ

The Nurturer

In love, you are quietly intense, devoted, and tend too hold on too long.

For you, sex is a way to get closer - and a way to take care of your partner.

Overall, you are altruistic and eager to please your sweetie.

However, you tend to also be non-confrontational and secretly frustrated with relationship issues.

Best matches: ESTP or ESFP

You Are Right Brained In Love

Bit of a drama queen

Peacemaker, first to end a fight

Good at thinking up creative dates

Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily

Going with your gut instead of your head

Empathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault

Good at recognizing patterns in relationships

Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count

Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love

Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow

Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind

Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart

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Today was a good day. [31 Oct 2005|12:44am]
It was really cool getting to know/hang out with people I've never really hung out with. They are all really cool peeps haha.
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None [08 Oct 2005|01:58am]
[ mood | content ]

I don't even know what to say because no one really has been reading this lately. Look at my run on sentence woahhhhhhh.

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MY FACE! [06 Oct 2005|08:13pm]
[ mood | cold ]

Omaha...'nuff said.

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Look it's Santa Claus [21 Sep 2005|02:14am]
So yesterday morning at like 4 am I started to feel really sick so I spent like 3 hours laying on my bathroom floor trying not to throw up and just cried. I was alittle bit better around 7-7:30ish. So my brother went to my Grandparents' house so I could rest until my mom got off of work. So I got up at about 11:15 and started to get ready for the Real World audition and got all dressed and looked soooo cute if I have to say so myself. I went and picked up Leah and then we had to find a parking spot. We got there about 3ish and got our papers to fill out but we didn't have any pens so we walked to Walgreen's and got 10 pens for a BUCK! We got water for a BUCK too. Then we went back and sat outside and filled out our application things. So we were there for about an hour and a half making fun of everyone for example this lady comes up to us and ask us for change and I tell her no. So I was like "under worst traits do you think it would bad if I wrote I lie to bums?" lol Then this guy walks by and I SWEAR he was Santa Claus! I was like "why isn't he at home tending to his raindeer?" Then this OTHER guy walks by and he has on this sequin rainbow hat on and I just start cracking up. I wanted to write down that I wore a sequin rainbow hat under things that are unusal about me haha. So anyways the lady comes out and tells a bunch of us that they are stopping casting for the day because there was too many people there to interview...I was pissed! But she gave us these slips and told us to just send them a tape with a code on it so they know we were there. I was mostly upset because I had worried soooo much about being interviewed and all that but I think the video will be good because I won't be so nervous and spacey. In other news my eye hurts like I have a black eye. It's lame! Well that's all I have for now. Peace.
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Yesterday... [10 Sep 2005|08:30pm]
Was pretty much the coolest night.

P.S. I got cool new makeup for late night makeovers haha.
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Can Anyone Hear Me? [08 Sep 2005|05:28pm]
[ mood | angry ]

Someone get me out of this mess.

P.S. Fuck Everything I Ever Thought.

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So Sexual! [06 Sep 2005|12:03am]
I got my hair all cut off.It's pretty cute.
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Shit Talkin' [04 Sep 2005|08:28pm]
I love it when I hear people are talking shit about me and my friends! If you don't know me then don't say ANYTHING about me! If you talk shit about my friends period I'll be involved.
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Back To The Drawing Board. [03 Sep 2005|09:13pm]
[ mood | bored ]

I'm sooooo bored.

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That was the best 5 seconds of my life! [27 Aug 2005|01:17am]
[ mood | dizzy ]

So Friday I helped my mom get things ready for the garage sale after my grandma came into my room and threw my FOB ticket in my face. I'm so nervous about going because Chelsie can't go :( I don't even know if I have a freaking ride. Let's see I went to the Black Market to sell them some of my clothes and got almost $6. They are picky! Let's see after that I just kinda hung out at home. Then I went to the fair with Chelsie. We got there and rode the ferris wheel and I was so freaked out. Then we went on the slides and Chelsie went with this little girl who was really scared. She was cute. I don't remember those slides being so fast. Then we went on the Lightening Bolt and I was screaming because I was like falling out and scared haha I was like the only one screaming. We went on this bigger version of the baby rollercoaster and got banged up on it. Then we FINALLY met up with Marcus and Braden. We rode a bunch of rides together like the swings,the bumper cars, both ferris wheels,the rollercoaster. And we got some good food too. We left there at about 11:30ish. We were so pissed because we got cut by some assholes and then we couldn't ride the freaking Big Ben WITH Chelsie! It was fucked up.Some of the rides we wanted to ride were either broken or just not on and so I was was kinda pissed. I think today is going to be just the garage sale and maybe a hangout session with Chelsie? I'm going to miss her when she goes back to school. Tomorrow is two amazing shows. I'm excited to see them both.


~that was the best five minutes of my life
~ someone help me!
~I think my gum fell on thier head
~shit I'm falling out!!!
~I opened my eyes and all I saw was black,I thought I was dead
~you guys are back again? I see you have some company
~2 Live Crew is infront of her and the Backstreet Boys are behind her!
~ You're missing Peet dancing!!!!
~Ready? We're going!::pulls out and the tires squeel:: HOLY SHITE!!!!
~How much do you weight?!?!


~What if you had to get in the car through the sunroof?
~It's smaller then the window
~Well just pretend

I forgot to write about the little gangsta kid at McDonald's!!!

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little thing [25 Aug 2005|12:21am]

x. name = Kay
x. birthday = 8-3
x. piercings = four
x. tattoos = none
x. height = 5'2?
x. shoe size =7 1/2-8
x. hair color = um originally blonde but it's black but growing out
x. length = alittle above my shoulders
x. siblings = one sister and one brother
x. pets = none


x. movie you rented = The Spongebob Movie and Big Girls Don't Cry
x. movie you bought = ummmm I can't really remember
x. song you listened to = The Academy Is... cd
x. song that was stuck in your head = Drop It Like It's Hot
x. song you've downloaded = two songs by Dredg
x. cd you bought = TAI
x. person you've called = grandma
x. person that's called you = umm my grandma
x. tv show you've watched = Andy Milonakis Show
x. gf = 0
x. bf = 0


x. you have a crush on someone = yes
x. you wish you could live somewhere else = yes
x. you think about suicide = nope
x. others find you attractive = idk
x. you want more piercings = yes
x. you want more tattoos = 3
x. you drink = nope
x. you do drugs = nope
x. you smoke = I used to
x. you like cleaning = eh
x. you like roller coasters = little ones
x. you write in cursive or print = a combo of both
x. you carry a donor card = no


x. song = right now it's Cupid's Chokehold-GCH
x. thing to do = go online, watch movies, hang out with friends, thrift
x. thing to talk about = anything
x. sports = baseball
x. drinks = idk
x. clothes = jeans and shirts
x. movies = forgein films!!!!
x. band = FOB, TAI, TBS, HH, MCR, HIPV,AAR and lots more
x. holiday = 4th of July
x. cars = a good one?
x. ever cried over a girl = a friend
x. ever cried over a boy = yea
x. ever lied to someone = yes my bad
x. ever been in a fist fight = yes
x. ever been arrested = nope


x. shampoo do you use = idk what it's called
x. shoes do you wear = flip flops when it's nice out
x. are you scared of = everything


x. of times I have been in love? = a few
x. of times I have had my heart broken? = lots
x. of hearts I have broken? = none
x. of girls I have kissed? = none
X. of boys I have kissed? = 3
x. of girls/boys I've slept with? = one
x. of continents I have lived in? = one
x. of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = 2
x. of people I consider my enemies? = a lot
x. of people from high school that I stayed in contact with? =not alot lol
x. of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = a few for school
x. of scars on my body? = a few
x. of things in my past that I regret? = a few


x. long distance relationships = can work if you try
x. using someone = is crap
x. suicide = is sad
x. killing people = is bad
x. teenage smoking = eh whatever you want
x. doing drugs = lame but it's thier choice
x. premarital sex = it happens lol
x. driving drunk = HORRIBLE!
x. gay/lesbian relationships = as long as they are happy


(1). Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
(2). I'll tell you what song reminds me of you.
(3). I'll tell you my favourite thing about you.
(4). I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
(5). I'll tell you my first memory of you.
(6). I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
(7). I'll tell you something about you that bothers me. (oh no!)
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makeup,rain,bowling,pinball [21 Aug 2005|11:24pm]
Lastnight Chelsie stayed the night and we went to see The Skeleton Key. I didn't like the ending but it was kinda a surprise. Then we went to Super Saver to buy a bunch of candy and a frozen pizza. So we came home and cooked the pizza and watched Edward Scissorhands. We were up until about 5 am doing a puzzle, making bracelets and listening to music. Today we got up at about 12:30 and just hung out here until about 4ish (?) Then we went to Chelsie's and hung out. Then we went to Walmart in a thuderstorm warning or watch.It was clear when we got there and just kinda spitting out so we took my broken umbrella in. So we went to buy makeup and a new umbrella. Then as we're checking out the rain picked up and it was like hurricane rain. haha it was awesome. So we decided to go out to my car getting SOAKED in the process. We had like a lake in our shoes!!! So it let up a bit and we went to meet Braden and Marcus at Champions. On the way there I hit a fricking island because I couldn't see it was raining that hard. But we got there okay and waited for the guys. When they got there we went bowling. Braden and Marcus kicked Chelsie and I's asses! We left abit after 9 and took Braden home. Then Chelsie, Marcus and I went to her house to play some pinball. I played every machine once. I think I like The Twillight Zone the best. But yea that was pretty much my weekend. I think that I'm going to the fair next weekend and a show on the 28th. I'm going to be so bored once everyone goes back to school. I need to find a job haha. P.S. I'm so confuseeeed!


"Color me gross"
"That was not a very good Friday!"
"If he fingered her, it'd look like the chicken upstairs"
"That was the best picture EVER!"
"I got punched in the face by a black man named Peet!"
"I can't come upstairs right now, I met a guy named Edward and he cut my legs off"
"He looks like a scene kid on heroin"
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Take a Look At My Girlfriend...She's The Only One I Got. [19 Aug 2005|11:48pm]
So today was really uneventful. I went to my grandparents house to celebrate my grandpa's birthday. It was just me, my brother, my mom and my grandparents. I was happy though that it was raining because it matched how I felt...crappy. My allergies or something is making my throat hurt really bad and it sucks. I don't feel like doing anything but then I have the moments where I feel like dancing but I don't. Let's see I told the kid I liked him and all he said was "aw" but yea. I really want to go to this demo tomorrow morning!!!! I don't want to go alone so I probably won't be going to it. I suspect awesome things to happen there and hot guys haha. Lastnight I was at Chelsie's and I think we figured out the FOB situation. I hope that it works out. I'm talking to one Miss Mandy on aim right now. I miss her and fricking Chi-town! HOLLA! haha. We have some fun times there. And we eat yummy funnel cakes haha. Oh man I'm rocking out to The Used alone in my room how cool am I? Let's see I don't really have much to say. I did get some medicine to make me feel better and I also got the new Cosmo. I love that magazine with a passion. It makes for intersting conversation starters. Well that's all I've got.
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Blah [18 Aug 2005|11:55am]
[ mood | sick ]

I feel like shit! It's worse then yesterday and I can't even really rest because I'm watching my brother until 4.On Tuesday night I stayed the night at Chelsie's and we hung out with Tegan for a bit and got DQ. After we took Tegan to her house we went and got some movies "The Spongebob Movie" and this German movie called "Big Girls Don't Cry" let me tell you that David Winter is pretty much the hottest German guy I've ever seen.I didn't get to sleep until 5ish because I wasn't tired but yea. Lastnight Chelsie and I went to The Chatterbox for a show. I think that The Chatterbox is my new favorite place. They had these amazing couches that we laid on together haha. We decided to use Adrian's hoodie as a blanket but it didn't work out that good. But that's okay. I can seriously say that it was a good night as always. Whenever I'm around Chelsie or Marcus, Adrian and others it always turns out semi perfect. After the show we went to The CoHo. There was this like big black guy who yelled move when he was walking by. It was hilarious! He got kicked out too. Then after that we walked down to The Mill then left. There was alot of light saber action going on there. It was pretty amazing if I do say so myself. This morning I watched Meet The Fockers before going to bed. I love the little baby in it "asssshoooole!" lol School starts up pretty soon for alot of my friends which sucks because I'm going to be a loner haha. I hate my two 18 year old friends. So it looks like an odd year for me. I'll just be hanging out on the weekends. So there is this kid I like but I don't know if he likes me and it's really weird. A few people know who it is. Well okay like two people. But I don't know I don't know if I should tell him. ::sigh:: Why is life so confusing?

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Jesus died 24 years ago! [15 Aug 2005|05:49pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]

Yesterday I got my FOB tickets for the show in Omaha. I'm pretty STOKED! I haven't ever seen them live but I did hear them at Warped when I was laying on merch boxes. I also went over to Chelsie's house and her sister entertained us haha. Then we watched The 4400, it was a pretty good episode. After we were at her house we went downtown to go get some coffee and we found Marcus and Adrian riding thier bikes so we had them come with us to get some coffee even though they had already been there. After that we went "ghost hunting" at Antelope Park. We played on the play set things, looked for a ghost, talked about how creepy the solider statues were, investigated a scary noise haha, and talked about the hood. Then after we spent time there we took them back to get thier bikes. Then Chelsie and I went to Village Inn yum! I had an omelet and hash browns and Chelsie had pancakes. So about 12 ish we got back to my place and put on our pj's and put in Ghost Ship while we worked on a puzzle that pissed me off. We also made brownies. Chelsie had some homemade chicken noodle soup later on. I made hot chocolate but didn't even really drink it cause I fell asleep watching Peter Pan. Somewhere in between this morning and lastnight Amelie was in the dvd player haha. I can't really think of much else that went on. I really love the friends I have but it's going to suck when they go back to school. Oh yea Chelsie has the most amazing computer game ever invented!


"SHUT UP!"::Slap::
"I just got mad!"
"You can always climb something"
"If I become a car salesman beware you'll be bitten by a warewolf"
"It was a screech owl!"
"We could be Scooby Doo"
"You have an 8 year old asian uncle?!?"
"Wouldn't that be scary if they came to life?"
"excuse me miss are you an apparition?"


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A GerardMikeyFrankPeteJamisonChrisAdamSonny sandwich just cause [13 Aug 2005|11:27pm]
[ mood | tired ]

So lastnight I stayed the night at Chelsie's and we watched "Finding Neverland" I think it was the best movie! It was sad though, I cried haha. Then I think we played video games that pissed me off. Then I believe we watched some of Poltergist. That movie freaks me out! Somewhere in that time we made the most awesome pancakes. We finally went to bed at like 3:50 am. Then I woke up at like 11 something and watched "Release The Bats" and then took a shower. After that I came home and changed so I could go get my pictures taken with my family and it was pretty stupid if I must say so. I then went to my sisters for awhile and played with her puppy and then her mother in laws puppy. It was nice. Now I'm sitting at home.


"Do you hear that?"
"Yea it's probably a ghost"
"I made you a pancake man"
"Do you have acne?"
"You penis licker"
"I threw up twice lastnight, I'm not sick! I don't have a fever! It was just alittle gas!

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dfghjk [12 Aug 2005|02:27am]
[ mood | confused ]

So Thursday I hung out with Chelsie again :) We ended up at the mall just looking around to waste some time. This really creepy guy at Pac Sun would not stop talking to us haha. It was so freaking weird. After that we went to get some movies and then I got some Mickey D's yum! Then we went to my house and were going to watch a movie but we decided to plan for our roadtrip. We then went into my garage to look for our travel books and of course it was in a box at the VERY bottom. So we had to use our "muscles" to get the boxes off. After that we went over to Chelsie's and just hung out. We talked online and looked at pictures. Then we watched some tv. The funniest thing (sorta not really) happened. I guess she had to cough but had milk in her mouth and it just shot out EVERYWHERE haha. I was laughing so hard I was crying. It was all over her face haha.
Oh yea she made some nasty snack. What else? Oh yea Amy talked/yelled at me today. I'm so over her fucking drama. I mean what is it going to take for her to understand he's fucking around on her. They are supposedly putting their relationship on hold while he's on his "big tour" It's just a loop hole for him to bang random girls he's already asked to probably have sex with him. If she doesn't want to listen to me and she ends up badly hurt then it's not like I didn't warn her. I mean I didn't have a problem with him until just recently. I was right about Jordan and I have a gut feeling I'm right about this. But what do I know I haven't even had a relationship::rolls eyes:: Hopefully soon I can hang out with Chelsie, Marcus and Adrian. I've missed Marcus and Adrian. They are cool kids. Well that's all I have to say today.

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djhsjksahdfjkh [11 Aug 2005|03:01am]
So I had a big entry all posted to put on here and it erased! I guess I'll make it short. Chelsie, Tegan and Genni <3. My party was amazing. Driving around singing=my favorite thing to do. FOB in November=happiness. Summer is the best. Umm raving in my room at like 4:11 is pretty much the coolest thing ever. Movies are my life (also board games, and reading) That's all I have for you guys.
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